Grief Podcast Coming Soon...
Grief Podcast Coming Soon...
In 2015, my father died after many years of heart problems at the age of 72. In 2017, my husband died suddenly after falling from scaffolding while working at the age of 41. Both devastated me. They were my everything...my friends, my family, my protectors. As bad as I feared it to be, it has been worse, but I have learned throughout the years that everyone‘s worst loss is still their worst loss until a worse loss comes along💔.
Life with a permanently broken heart is the only reality I know so far. Navigating it is unspeakably lonely, utterly exhausting, sadder than imaginable & I am impossibly bad at it thus far. Maybe my, 'let it happen & don't get in the way' approach is the wrong one, I truly do not know. What I do know is that there is no manual that teaches us to love, much less what to do when love is lost, so I am grasping wildly into the abyss for a way to merely survive each second of each moment of each day.
I am reaching out to anyone that needs it...because I am one of the people that needs it the most. I couldn’t find it, so I am going to create it for all of us. Please join me on a journey to a place that we all have to go that none of us wants to go to.
I have no idea how to do this, but am determined to figure it out. Please be patient with me & I will strive to make this the best thing I’ve ever done (except my beautiful babies, of course).